This class sucks.

A. Age: 22
B. Bed size: Full
C. Chore that you hate: Cleaning my bedroom
D. Dogs: Luna - the dachshund-chihuahua-black lab-beagle-princess rescue
E. Essential start to your day: Juice
F. Favourite color: Grey
G. Gold or Silver: Silver
H. Height: 5’5”ish
I. Instruments you play: Negative
J. Job title: Useless
K. Kids: Not for a few more years
L. Live: Pennsylvania, worst
M. Mother’s name: Corrine
N. Nicknames: Danni, Daniella, Dan, Danzig, Zig, etc
O. Overnight hospital stays: None
P. Pet peeve: Your/you’re mistakes
Q. Quote from a movie: “Not on Rex Manning day!”
R. Right or left handed: Right
S. Siblings: Jamie Lynn & Dylan
T. Time you wake up: Between 8am & 10am, or after noon
U. Underwear: I have many
V. Vegetable you hate: Not really
W. What makes you run late: Sleeping
X. X-Rays you’ve had: back, chest, knees, ankles, neck, teeeeth
Y. Yummy food that you make: I can’t cook!
Z. Zoo animal: I don’t like zoos :(

I feel like my destiny is to somehow work from home part time, have 2 kids & be a stay at home mum until they’re both in school. Use cloth diapers. Take lots of pictures. Carry my babies in those kangaroo baby carriers. Blog about how cute my family is.

Well that’s never going to happen. I can dream :/

Serious non stop crying when I’m home.

I don’t know it I would feel more comfortable or more irritated having someone here to hold me.
I wouldn’t know. I don’t have anyone.

I just want my grammy.

personal, sorry.

My grandmother passed away this morning. I can’t wrap my head around it. She was so strong and tough and I’ve never seen her actually sick until this past month.
But it was quick. Too fast. But that’s better for her, even if it’s harder on my family. She doesn’t have to live with brain damage. We don’t have to watch her deal with her cancer. We don’t have to go visit her in a nursing home. She wouldn’t want to live the end of her life like that.

I don’t even know what to think. Or do. Or say.
Just Sunday she was wondering if she would be able to go bowling on Tuesday.

I’m a mess. I’m trying to get through this week with my sanity.

I love you Grammy.